Last Saturday (13Jan)
Met rabia n si hua at Marina Bay mrt station.. ouhh god!! it was my first tym takin train to marina bay.. wel, i wass soo damn blurr, nt knowin if i hv to change n trnsfer at cityhall or js continue or wtsoeva.. haha!!.. luckily, din make a fool out of myself.. i was alone den.. he went out w family to hv dinner n wil onli mit me up later at nyt.. while in e train, otw to marina bay, kept smsin him, askin where to change n stuffs lyk tt.. haha! my first intention to go out was to drink my lyf away!! ugHh!! al out of a sudden, fil soo stress.. nt so sure wts e reason.. den later decided to go club.. bt in e end, met up with rabia, si hua n azri (if i gt his name corect) at marina bay.. suposedly to go makan at marina south.. bt i wass too late to join dem for dinner..
dey decided to go sheesha-ing at arab st.. n i wasted my tym n money to marina bay, onli to know dey wanted to go bugis.. haishh.. den after tt hv to wait for few others at cityhall.. it was nt wel planned.. quite iritatin!! while wastin my tym waitg for rabia's frens, he came n met me up.. den later dey decided to go KTV beside cineleisure.. at las, e plan was a sucess! wat the?!
went to KTV.. they opened two bottles of bacardi.. n since my intention was to drink my lyf away, of cos i drink!! e first few cups were mixed w coke.. bt later, green tea was e only mixer tt was left.. n i din even lyk it.. so i drank it neat.. nt one cup, nt two.. but four!! i was soo high.. n everyone hates it wen i get drunk.. i started talkin crap, laughed lyk mad n got emotional at tyms.. bt thanks to him.. thanks for takin gd care of me.. if not, anytin cud hv hapened.. i js cudnt remember wt hapened on tt nyt.. after getin sum rest, i did fil beta.. bt of cos hangover was worst.. furthermor, im werkg mornin e nxt dae.. uGhhH!!
i js had to stop tis habit of drinkin soon.. how to kick tt bad habit away?? everytym wen i got stressed up w lyf, i js wana drink.. n i do feel good about it.. bt of cos, tinkin again, its nt good.. anytin cud js hapen.. bt before i drink, i wil alwys make sure tt frens tt wil take gd care of me are dere.. if not, i wudnt dare to drink.. wt if sth js hapen?
wel, reli gotta stop al those bad habits.. hopefuly al tt gona stop one fine dae..
I dont ask much in life.
