♥ seveneleventwothousandsix ♥

♥ @ Saturday, January 20, 2007 ♥

Monday (15Jan)

werk at 9am.. was nt filing good... furthemor, my hangover is stil nt over yet.. fcuk it!! shudnt hv drink if i bear in mind tt im werkin e nxt dae.. tot of not goin.. bt stil, tinkin of earnin money.. i js have to get myself up n go to werk! haishh..

he fetched me after werk.. i noe i was suposed to wait for him n nt letin him wait for me.. bt i dunoe.. n wen i was walkin towards him, his face showed it al.. somethin wasnt ryt.. bt he cant b mad at me for makin him wait ryt.. it was like onli a few minutes.. even wen i talked to him, he js ignored me, kipin quiet.. i dunoe.. i was js too tired at tt tym.. altho i knew sth wasnt ryt, i stil gave him e attitude.. nt wantin to give in.. haishh.. at tt point of tym, i cud onli tink of myself.. im damn tired after workin for lyk 15 hours n at e same tym i was soo damn hungry yet he was bein tt wae..

n bla bla bla..

at las we reached simpang bedok to eat.. den he told me al tt had hapened.. i understn.. after sendin me bck home, he hugged me tite.. tt was wen i realise he was filin so damn down aft al tt has happened.. tears js welled up in my eyes s i walked away fr him.. n s i was about to unlock e door, i realised he was stil downstairs at e carpark, lookin at me.. tears js cnt stop rolin den.. n my mind keeps runin wild.. wt if tt gona be e las tym he hugged n waved me gdbye..?

haishh..

ya.. i undstn his position ryt nw.. he was so damn mad at his fren.. i myself dun understn y is tt fren of his behaves tt wae.. i noe al along, tt fren of his has not been hapi seein the two of us togeta.. soo wat if ur nt hapi? i dun care.. ugHh!! lyk wt he said, ur js nobody.. n if u reli wana play tis game, lets get it started.. bt tinkg twice, y shud i??

ive got no tym at al for tis.. sae wteva u wana sae abt us.. n stop all tt faces weneva u go out togeta w us.. js hate it mann!! argHh!!

i reli dun understan.. i dunoe y u hv to treat me tis way.. i noe u r not hapi w me n i noe tt u hate seein us togeta.. but u reli dun have to behave tis wae larr.. halo.. ur turnin 20 soon.. so stop bein childish n grow upp.. i reli dun wana sae tis in a harsh wae bt tinkin al tt hs hapened n al tt ive bin hearin al tis while, it js ..... ugHh!! i wil b mor den hapi if u cud tok to me bout tings tt u dun lyk.. we r stil frens ryt?? bt i reli dunoe.. i dun undstn..

to him..

so wt if others tok about us..?? lyk u said, they r js nobody n weneva they r tired w al tt, they gona stop it ne fine dae.. im sure e dae wil cum sooner or later.. haishh.. bt nw, we r hapi bein togeta.. alto we r nt in any rltnship, i do fil atched to u.. tkc! love ya..