♥ @ Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ♥
was kinda down js now.. i dunoe y i fil tis way.. either im bein unreasonable or its him who bein unreasonable.. i dunoe. he has bin unreasonable n hs bin scoldin me for almost everydae.. n im bein unreasonable by gettin too sensitive.. i dunoe whos to blame.. at tyms i fil s if he's got sumone beta out dere tts y he cudnt care less hw much im hurt by al thos scoldings n arguments.. haishh.
try imagine tis.. ur loved one is callin u n u hapily picked up e call, at e same tym uve bin wantin to tel him tt u mish him.. bt he called to asked where r u n den js hang up e fone lyk tt.. wud u b angry? ive tried my bes nt to.. nt wantin to argue, i sms-ed him, askin wts wrong.. n knowin tt he was disapointed cos i din reply him, i apologised.. i tot everytin wud b ok.. it hurts much2 more den wt i tot it wud b.. aftr a tiring dae at skool, i tot he wud b dere waitin for me, givin me a hug n brighten up my long tirin dae (lyk how he used to do).. bt den, he gave me tt long face! uGhHH!! cumon, ive apologised mann! wt else?? din tok much til we got at his place.. den he started apologisin n hug n kis me knowin tt im nt bein myself.. haishh. tts it.
kept askin myself, wt if he finds a beta gal out dere one dae? i dun wana let go. i need him.. i reli mean it. I NEED HIM! hopefuly he's e one who can make me believe tt love lasts!
I dont ask much in life.
