♥ @ Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ♥
haishh..
i reli dunoe whether im ok or not.. i cant tel.. let it be den..
i dunoe i shud b mad or i shud js go w e flow even if im bein blamed al e tyms..
im sorie.. im reli sorie.. i noe ive nv bin apreciative before.. i noe.. i even undrstan hw tired u r.. bt tt doesnt mean tt u cud treat me tt wae.. i tried to b patient.. bt i dunoe y.. it happened yestdae bt ryt nw, s im typin tis stoopid entrty, tears js cant stop rolin.. y isit so?? haish.. confused!!
n gez wad?? for e first tym i din topup my stoopid prepaid!! its damn2 low nw.. n i dun tink i gona topup any sooner.. i do hv e money.. i js wana c... i noe its dificult to contact me.. cos i wont b answerin any kols nor replpy any msgs.. i jus wan to c if he cud handle it w/o me.. i dunoe wts my fcukg motive.. haish.
suposedly i wanted to meet him up todae.. bt i dunoe y i dun fil lyk it.. i noe i mish him.. i noe i need him.. n i noe i want to mit him up bt.. i dunoe.. met up in msn.. tears js cnt stop rolin s i chat w him.. i was actin cold towards him bt im sure he wont realise tt.. its ok.. ive decided nt to meet him up n asked him to js res at home n save sum money..
i reli dunoe wts wrong w me..
gez i js need to be alone n cry al my hart out til i get tired of it..
I dont ask much in life.
