♥ seveneleventwothousandsix ♥

♥ @ Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ♥

tis few daes has been a disaster for us..

ryt honeey??

we kip on arguin over smal lil stufs.. i fil as if dere's a big change.. either in me or in him.. bt i gez its him..

i dunoe.

cos i fil s if nowadaes he get mad easily n den we start arguin!! haishh.. i reli dunoe y we have bin behavin tis wae tis fw daes.. i reli dunoe.. its bin lyk almost everdae tt we kip on arguin.. it hurts!! cos weneva we argue,

im al alone..

al by myself n cryin is e onli wae out..

im nt sure y we hv bin tis wae.. i mish those tyms.. those tyms wen we NVR quarel.. i mean it, NVR..

our first few months were heaven!! tts e sweetest! lyk pple said, e beginin is alwys e sweetest.. i dun deny tt..

n den slowly, we went on bumpy rides..

haishh..

myb wt u said is ryt honey.. myb al tis problems arise cos of money n too much spendg tym togeta w frens..

money??

so called im livin hapily w e money tt my parents gave for my skool expenses.. n at e same tym, i werk discreetly (cos mama gona stop giviin me money if she knows tt im werkg!) n earn quite a sum.. n honeyy has been scoldin me for wastin money in shopin n buyin unwanted tings.. he wanted me to save for our comin holidae togeta.. n nw.. weneva i wanted to spen my money on sth which he alwys tink tt its unreasonable, we started arguin.. myb tts y..

secondly, spendg too much tym w frens??

erm.. i gez so.. usuali its onli me n him.. whereva we go, we r alwys in pairs.. bt nw.. we've bin goin out w frens too often.. myb tts e other reason y we kip on arguin.. i dunoe.. myb tts ryt.. we din hv our private moments lyk we alwys have..

honeyy,

we gota stop al those stoopid moments.. im sure its hurtg ryt?? haishh.. i reli hate those tyms weneva we had to argue.. our ego is damn2 strong.. ive tried my bes to gv in at tyms.. bt sumtyms it hurts badly.. i reli dun wana argue w eu anymor.. its hurtg!!! lets alwys try to avoid unreasonable arguments.. oryt?? hope u realise wt ive bin doin nowadaes.. i wanted e best out of u.. tts y weneva u ask for my permision do tings tt i dun wan u to do, i alwys tel u "do tink wisely.." ryt?? noe y?? cos i dun wana argue over those tings.. tts y i alwys agree to wteva u wan altho it hurts.. ive tol u, i dun wana control ur lyf.. i dun wana b lyk ur previous relathnshp.. tts y ive tried my bes nt to control u.. if u din even control me, y shud i do tt to u ryt??

btw, im reli sore for al those tings tt kip goin btwn us.. hopefuly al tis arguments eventualy stop! i love eu lots to let u go..

missing eu now..