♥ @ Monday, August 06, 2007 ♥
its nearly 1am now..
fil lyk bloggin..
todae wasnt reli a dae for me..
had a tiff w him..
over s mal lil stuf..
probably it al started w me..
i was totaly lost..
lost in my own world!!
probably, i was bein too
s e l f - c e n t r e d . . .
n at e same tym, i was bein
u n r e a s o n a b l e . . .
i reli hate to argue w him n
ended havin swollen panda eyes
aft al those long hours of cryin!
its hurtin n at e same tym,
its damn tirng!
im sure sum gals out dere
understn hw i feel..
its tiring mann!!
nvm..
n thnk god, our tiff ended in a
g o o d
way.. haha!
i tot at first tt he has changed..
NVR in his life, he tells me of in
a harsh bad way..
bt todae, he did!
i tried to cool myself dwn..
no matter hw much his harsh words go on,
i tried my bes to tok to him in a nice manner..
all is msgs were reali full of
H A R S H N E S S . .
i tried to hol bck my tears
wen tokin to him on e fone..
i said gd nytz n tol him tt i mishn love him..
n tts it!
he answered nt lyk his usual way.. i undstn it al..
so i sat dwn at e kitchen,lookin out to e sky..
he's changed..
i tot..
n den i looked at my fone..
"babydarling" is callin..
his voice reli make me go lala!!
n truly, at tt moment,
i keep
fallin in love w him..
im soo over e moon..
e way he tol me he loves me..
e way he asked if i still love him..
e way he told me not to cry animore..
(cos ive alwys tot he nvr care even if i were
to b sheddin bloody tears..)
everytin about him,
was js too perfect js now..
i truly truly
L O V E
him!!
to honeyy,
im reli2 sorie baby..
i din mean to argue nor
to make it worst..
its bin a looong
tym since we las argued..
n bein in argument js nw,
i do feel shity!
uGhH!!
im so soriee..
i undstn tt we hv alwys bin
spendin tym togeta..
every single dae..
without fail..
n becos of tt small lil prob
js now, we ended up arguin..
from the bottom of my hart,
im sorie baby..
i truly n sincerely love eu..
i cant afford to lose eu honeyy!
cant wait to mit u up tomorow..
im havin special college east hols..
while u hv to attend skool til 5pm!
haha..
kecian sayang kakak!
c u tomorow honey..
lovin n mishing eu..
..keep fallin in love w eu..
I dont ask much in life.
