♥ seveneleventwothousandsix ♥

♥ @ Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥

y shud i b cryin??
uGhh!!

i forgot to bring my hp js nw..
aniwae i was rushin for my bike prac..
ughH!
it al went smoothly..
i fell nearly 5tyms bt overall was fine..

i was rushin bck home js now..
i was runnin!! i reli did..
aft alightin e bus, i ran towards my home..
js to get bck n contact him..
i wanted to tel him badly tt i pas tis prac
for the first fcukin tym!
i wanted to let him noe..
i reli do..
bt wen i reached home, ive got only msgs..
usuali he wud b kolin or miskolin me if i
din rply.. bt he din!
ugHh!!
soo disapointing..
wen i kol him, he rejected it al..
ughh!!
i dunoe wt else to say..
i can only shed tears now..
mayb ive bein too selfish n
at e same tym im beein too emotional
over lil stufss.
haish.
i do mish him lyk crazy ryt nw..
i reli do..
he's bin bz w werk..

b,
its not tt i dun wana go to ur place
n spen tym w eu..
i wanted tt too..
bt i gez its beta tt u have a gd res nw
as ur werkin later..
furthermor, its rainin heavily here..
im sorie..
n im sorie for nt understan u al tis while..
i truli noe im alwys at fault..
nv sae its ur fault..
cos u hv alwys bin e best one for me..
nv sae al thos tings tt u hv bin sayin..
cos to me, ur stil e best!
n u mean a world to me..
mish eu..

tryin to stop those tears