♥ seveneleventwothousandsix ♥

♥ @ Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥

its amazing hw
L O V E
can actuali make
W O N D E R S..

wel, i tried to pt my atention
away fr him..
i js tot of bein al alone..

so i diverted al my kols.
so no one wud b able to
get tru me..
so be it.
lyk wt ive tot, i wana b alone.
aft dvertin al my kols,
i pt it on silent mode n place
it upside dwn (so e screen is facin dwn)
bt every sec n every min,
i checked on it..

ughh!
can i stop doin so??
ouhh please.

so obsessed w love.

niwae, ive bin strucked w
emotionally-behave
todae..
erm.. its js a word tt ive made todae.
actuali, ive bin cryin e whole dae todae..
i dunoe y.
firstly, ive argued w him.
n s per normal, shedin tears
is al tt i can do..
den todae's tv shows were al soo
hart-capturin! (WTF?!)

firstly i watched a repeated telecast
of tis malay series at 4pm..
it was reali sad..
i did cried..
n i totali cant stop cryin..
aft tt argued w honeyy..
n obviously, i cant stop
shedin tears..
later on, i watched tis chinese show
which plays every mon to fri at 7pm..
n i started cryin too..
wel, todae episode was kinda touchin..

ughh!!
its my dae todae..
kinda tired of cryin now..
tot of watchin tis VCD which is called
Love is Cinta..
bt im too afraid tt i started cryin again..
too emotionally afected ryt nw..
:'(

ive bin lookin at my hp fr js nw..
he sms-ed me onli once js nw,
sayin "Slamat berbuke"
n tts al.
haish.
its ok..
i wont kol nor sms him todae..
gez il js let everytin setle on its own..
i gez shit hapens al cos we hv bin spendin
to much tym togeta..
bt even if we dun spen tym togeta, we argue..
i dun undstn tt.
its ok..
il b werkg tomorow..
hopefuly, tings go bck to normal..

wel, shit hapens..
bt stil, im mishin him lyk
C R A Z Y
now..
he supposed to meet me tonyt
aft goin out w his dad..
bt i gez e plan wil for sure b canceled..
its al my fault..
im sorie..
ive bin too selfish..

im sorie..
im sorie..
im sorie..

cant stop tinkin of u