♥ @ Saturday, May 17, 2008 ♥
i woke up in e midle of e nyt.
n was havin trouble to get
bck to slip so i decided
to turn on my laptop
n started surfin e net
n nt forgetin to blog-hopin!
its nearly 6am nw..
once im done w tis entry,
il b goin of to bed!
let me start of w tis.
ystd, wasnt a dae to strt n end with..
i dunoe y..
tings oreadi started ugly since
im awake.
n it continued til late..
its sth tt i nv eva wanted.
im sorie for bein too selfish.
i shud hv understn better tt
ur werkin n tt ur tired..
howeva, everytgs fine ryt nw..
i went blog-hopin before typin tis entry.
once again, ive gt to sae..
soo much tings have hapened without
bein realised.
life is actuali simple n easy.
it is us who alwys make it so
complicated, so stressful.
live lyf to e fullest
is wt ppl alwys sae..
bt hw r u gona do it to e fulest
if u kip makin tings hard?
i noe n undstn tt it is easier said den done.
i do face problems myself.
i go get stressed myself.
i do shed tears wen im filin low.
n wen tt hapens, i alwys tink tt
life is a shit.
bt nw, s im blogin tis away..
i sudenly realise tt lyf isnt tt bad aft al.
its either u live for e dae or
u live for ur future.
n wil it b called life if we
dun have any obstacles to go tru?
hw i wish.
u cnt alwys wait for gd tings to cum to u.
its u, u hv to work n get it on ur own.
mama alwys remind me..
its alwys oryt if pple were to
do bad tings to us, bt nv2 do it
to others.
i nv agreed to tt at first.
bt wen i tink hard abt it,
nw i undrstn.
God is alwys dere to help
us wen we r in need.
frankly, ive bin hurt alot of tyms.
by frens, loved ones too..
n alot of tyms, i planned to hurt
dem teribly bad back.
revenge.
bt i alwys stop.
y shud i do it to dem?
ive bin hurt by dem.
y shud i return dem w wt dey
hv done js simply to get myself satisfied?
ive bin hurt n i wudnt wan dem to
b hurt n feel lyk hw i felt.
its nv bin easy to b tis wae.
n e v e r
bt i learnt to b more stronger
evry single dae.
n nw, im proud enuf to sae tt
m strong nw.
:)
wen u do bad tings to sumone,
ul b returned w it one dae.
im nt swearing.
its js retribution or karma.
wt goes arnd cums arnd.
n wen tt hapens..
one wil den realise his/her
own mistakes.
to din..
im sorie for nt pickin up ur calls.
n sorie for nt bein dere wen ur in need..
my credit was damn2 low.
im sure we'll b meetin up sn.
so, share it w me later oryt?
for nw, js b hapi n dun dwell on it.
take it as a leson n learn fr it..
love is nt sth tt u cn simply say i love u.
il tok to u sn ok?
take care fo nw..
to honeyy..
life has nv bin hapier without
u around..
i treasure n cherish those moments
wen im w u..
ur e first one i wana c wen im awake
n ur e las one i wana c before i close
my eyes to slip..
i alwys pray for ur safety each dae.
i love eu soo much more den
words cud eva say..
im sorie for wt hapened.
i nv eva wanted it tt wae b..
im sorie once again..
imisheu
.. treasure wt u hv before u lose it ..
I dont ask much in life.
