♥ @ Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ♥
i was browsing all those things
when i realised tears are rolling.
i couldn't hold them back.
i don't know why.
im being too emotional lately.
these tears just love to
go out of control.
in fact, nothing was wrong.
stoopid me!
crying for no reason.
only God knows how i am feeling.
n only close friends and loved
ones know how emotional i can get.
i remembered last year Raya.
haha.
it was at honeyy's place.
something happened the day before
so i remained silent for that few hours.
not wanting to speak to anyone,
i just stared hard at the TV.
and then came Din stretching his
right hand to hold mine and says,
"Kakak, aku mintak..."
tears already started pouring heavily.
i can't control it any longer.
the 'asking-for-forgiveness-sesion'
then start.
ugh!
just cant stop shedding tears
from the start
till the end.
especially when its time to
ask for forgiveness from honey.
i was supposed to ask
forgiveness from everyone,
as i am the youngest.
but with that emotion of mine,
dearest friends have to come up
to me and ask.
sorry guys!
il try and do it this year alright?
saying about Raya,
less than a month to
our fasting month, Ramadhan.
how fast time flies.
at times how i wish i could turn
back time
but at times i wish not to
turn back those past and just
get going with life.
in few years to come,
il be celebrating it
with honeyy and kids and family.
how cool that is?
i cant wait for that.
if nothing holds us back,
we'll get engaged very soon.
will update the news again.
anyway,
when will school gonna end?
its less than a year now for
g r a d u a t i o n
but still, im not getting any better.
just hope to graduate fast
and not continue with studies.
but at times, i wish to continue
my studies in ACCA.
an accounting school.
just to be a certified accountant.
i love that module but i there are
things that i need to take note of.
there are always nad and good points.
both pros and cons.
may i succeed in whatever i
do in the near future.
ive been surfing the
net for too long.
as normal, ive not yet taken
my shower. will do so in a while.
honeyy, i love u more than
words could ever say..
the past will always be a history.
i don't even wish to bring it back.
all i wish to do now is to
look forward having a
happy and blissful life with you.
this relationship has taught me
lots of things.
i was hurt enough in the past.
and i don't blame life for that.
things always go around.
what goes around comes around.
and only God knows when.
till here then.
i
n e e d
to
have
my
shower
N O W!
~ honeyy, can i ask for more? ~
I dont ask much in life.
