This special entry is for all
my dearest TJs.
Whenever someone asks me
how we actually met and started
this out, i smiled.
i smiled thinking how amazing
we actually met. its just
a miracle. its just something
that no one could ever imagine.
started out with collegues, friend's
bestfriend, friend's bestfriend's
cousin, friend's friend, friend's friend's
friend and so on.
thats how it all started.
confused?
well, we came from everywhere.
really.
we are not a group or a gang or anything.
we are just a group of friends from every
little part of the world.
i love thinking that ive got friends
out there that really cares and will
always be there when you are in need.
they never fail to put a smile on ur face.
and you will get scolded for doing
anything stupid.
only true friends do that.
i love guys from A to Z.
thats for sure.
we have been through alots.
and i really mean it when i say
A L O T S . .
we went through both ups and downs,
good and bad, sunshine and rain.
we are still here holding
strong to one another.
Yes!
be it arguments, conflicts, disputes,
misunderstanding, miscommunication
and whatsoever.
we have been through it all.
but still here we are standing tall.
19 october was set aside just for them.
all agreed to be angels that very day.
soo white and soo pure.
started at azie's place and off to ajip's sis'.
and den rain started pouring like it never
gonna stop but sill we carried on.
till when the rain started soo heavily,
everyone stopped at the rain shelter.
everyone still in drench, but i can clearly
see how cheerful they were.
i enjoyed myself as much.
as the rain started to slowly drop,
we continued to ajip's dad's place
in eunos den off to mine in siglap.
and rain started raining heavily again.
so everyone decided to stay a little longer
at my place before heading to aim's place
in bedok reservoir. next to rusyhdi's in sengkang
and den off back to fizah's sis'in bedok north
and den to kat's at tampines.
last place was simei. but still, there were 3houses.
wan's, din's and honeyy's.
and as usual, honeyy's place will be the
p e r f e c t
place for seeking forgiveness from one another.
this year was a little bit different
from last year.
since serine is the eldest among us,
she was asked to sit and so that
all those younger ones could go up
to her and ask for forgiveness.
and yar, of course i started crying even
before i start saying a word.
but i felt like an achievement when i
realised that i could actually ask for
forgiveness clearly to the others.
im really thankful.
seeking-for-forgiveness session has
always been a sobre one of course.
a mix emotions of happy and sad and touched.
but nevertheless, our day completed
with fun, smiles, laughter and joy.
not forgetting dozens of camwhoring!
every little thing that we do, for sure
there will be a flash. or maybe i should
say flashes. and i felt so so like a
s u p e r s t a r.
haha.
im done with that entry.
so, let me say a few words to
everyone of them.
Honeyy,
i love you more than words
could ever say b.. we have been
through alot together. both ups and
downs, you were there for me. and i never
afraid to shed tears, knowing that you will
wipe it for me and then hug me tight
to make me feel better. thanks for all those
sacrifices that you have done for me. i am not
sure how to repay all your kindness. but i am pretty
sure Allah is there to bless you honeyy.
there's nothing much for me to say to you
now cos you perfectly know how
much i care and love you.
i really look forward to be with you forever.
Serine,
you are the one that i comfortly confide in.
cos i know that you will never blame me
even if im at fault. and you always stand
up for my rights. rest assured, i will never forget
all those things that u have done.
i love you babe!
Din,
knowing you has been great. i remembered
sharing problems with you when i got fcuked
for no stupid reasons i thought. but when i think
again, i realise that you are the only one (besides yan)
who talks things into one's head and make them feel
soo bad and that they realise their mistakes and stuffs
like that. btw, i never say this to you, but i love you bro.
Kat,
we might not be as close. but sincerely,
i do love you. and i know at times or maybe
most of the times, we have misunderstood
each other. but i know that those anger
in our ownselves come and go. so, smile! maybe
we need a little bit more time to get to know
a little bit more about each other. only then
we'll understand each other better.
Aim,
you seldom come down for lepak-ing or
gathering. but i can see the difference in you from
last raya and this year. so much difference! you are
more rowdy now! haha. keep it up! do join us often ya.
btw, take good care of kat. if you need someone to talk to,
you can call anyone of us up.
Razif,
you are the only one who never fail to put
a smile on everyone's face. and you are the only one
who seldom show how much you hate or mad. cos you
always smile and laugh and joke around like nobody cares.
but one thing, do share with us if you need to.
cos you just love keeping it all to yourself. and ya, thanks
for always being there for me when i had problems myself.
we were at loss when we lost you. and please, dont ever leave
us again. i love you bro!
Sheikh,
i do understand the problem that you are facing.
but at times i feel that you need to be a little bit
defiant so that you will have a little freedom.
just a suggestion. anyway, knowing you has been great.
still remember clearly the day when i introduce you
to yan. haha. the day when u shed tears like a baby.
haha. ive seen u grown up maturely bro.
do join us often. btw, u still have not ask for forgiveness!!
we always miss you. love you too bro!
Fizah,
things started to get closer between us. and with you around,
the kecoh-ness is unbearable! kecoh giler! haha. well,
love the way u look, happy-go-lucky. but at times you
need to be open and speak up. don't keep it to yourself.
its not good. so if you feel troubled, call us up. i never say
this to you but i do love you!
Azie,
at times i feel that you are a too soft-hearted babe.
don't you worry so much about those little things
cos when that happens, it gonna affect your life badly.
trust me when i say that. i went through that a few times
but i decided to change that mindset. so, think of the
positive side of life whenever you feel that you are down.
i love you even if i didnt tell you.
Wan,
TJ is just a group of friends that enjoy lepak-ing, gathering
and stuffs like that. so i hope you don't get any wrong idea ya.
btw, its good to see that you have been together with khai
for quite sometime. we are happy for you!
Nisa,
there is nothing much for me to say to you.
maybe just this: do call us up whenever you are free ok?
we have yet to catch up with one another. so when you
think that you wanna meet up or lepak or sth, just beep
anyone up. btw, i do miss lepak-ing with you!
Rafi,
i can call you chipsmore anytime i want. cos u have always
been missing and nowhere to be seen. find sometime to spend
a little more time with us ya! and please take good care of nisa!
i think that's about all. i don't think i miss out anyone.
if i do, please tell me! haha. i love you guys so much that
im lost right now. so blank.
till we meet again.
sorry guys..
photos will be uploaded
very very soon.
.my apologies.
I dont ask much in life.
