♥ @ Thursday, March 05, 2009 ♥
1st March 2009.
11:59pm.
the day that will be kept as memories.
i still remember it clearly.
and how i wish it was all a
n i g h t m a r e .
i was busy helping Din pasting
some tinted film on his car when
Fad gave
me a call.
Honeyy was involved in an
a c c i d e n t.
And within that moment,
both Din and myself rushed
over to Al-Ameen, as told by Fad.
Over, we saw nothing
and called Fad up again.
It was supposed to be at
East Coast Road, a few minutes
walk from my place.
We rushed over.
Tears was already uncontrollable.
Hoping and praying real hard that
Honeyy is doing fine.
Upon reaching, the ambulance was
just about to take a move.
I was in a state of shock that
i wasnt sure what to do.
I saw a group of busybodies.
I saw my bike in pieces.
I saw the stupid driver.
I saw the van.
And i saw the pool of blood.
If Fad didnt give me the wrong
information, i guess i would have reach
in time, and be there right beside him.
Police asked for my particulars
but i didnt bring any. So, Din
rushed to my place and I quickly
changed my shorts. I was at loss.
But thank God, friends like Din, Fad
and Ajip were there to help me out.
They helped me took some pictures of
the aftermath as well.
Upon reaching CGH, rushed down to
A&E and waited along with honeyy's parents.
Some friends came down too.
The moment, the nurses pushed him out,
tears started rolling. Blood was too much on
his face. I couldnt control myself.
And it was even emotional, when he said
"Im sorry for what ive done to your bike.."
Tears just cant stop rolling.
Stayed over at the hospital till late dawn.
Every night without fail,
i pray for him to get well soon, i
thank God for saving him,
i look at all the pictures taken after the
accident, hear and watch the video of him
karaoke-ing, hug the pooh (gift from him)
and never fail to stop sheding tears.
That was all that i could do.
Been having a hard time closing
my eyes to sleep.
Its hurting to leave him all alone
in his ward. Its even more hurting
to see him in that state. Lips has two
stitches while his chin has four. Both
legs full of abrasions. I hate the driver
for being blind and collided with Honeyy.
We all know it well that Honeyy hasnt
done any wrong. He wasnt speeding,
he was just going straight and there
the inconsiderate driver went into his
lane. And now, the one suffering all
those injuries is Honeyy.
Baby,
it truly hurts to see you that way.
The way u suck your drink through the
flexible straw, the way u slowly bring the
spoon to your mouth, the way u eat your
meals, the way you walk and the way you
struggling with your pain.
Ive been praying every moment for
you to get well soon. Ive been thanking
God for saving you baby..
Insyallah you'll recover real soon..
I wouldnt want to imagine life without
you baby.. I cant even afford to lose you
one day. Get well soon honeyy..
tears to accompany my night.
I dont ask much in life.
