im being so
e m o t i o n a l .
without realising, im
sheding tears while blogging.
ouhh god.
whats happening.
ive got no answers for all this.
it happened so fast
that how i wish i could
just turn back time.
maybe its time for me
to pull out myself from
all this things and just
be on my own, away from
everyone.
to that someone,
im sorry if u feel
that i didnt tell you
anything about it.
i didnt know about
it at all till everything
just go on exploding
like that.
im really so sorry about it bro..
please dont take it too hard.
things always happen this
way in friendships.
and i hope you dont feel
bad about it all.
please dont keep yourself
away from us.
and i truly hope you dont
regret mixing around with
my clan.
however, you know that
fad and hafiz and even myself
will be there.
im sorry on behalf on
my friends for the disputes.
they might have their own
reasons for not telling you directly.
i hope this will settle down.
please cheer up dinC..
:)
we will be there whenever you
are in need.
babe,
first of all, let me apologise to
you before i start on anything.
i think its not appropriate for
you to keep yourself silent from me.
you know how many times i messaged
you but you kept yourself silent
instead. i know something isnt right
there. i know you too well.
but maybe i dont realise
certain things halfway.
for whatever ive done,
im sorry. im lost for words.
we used to share things the
way we like it to be.
every single thing.
but not anymore now.
i dont blame you.
now i hope you realise
that sharing things with others
isnt going to be the same as sharing
things with me.
i will be a call away.
:)
to those whom it may concern,
please try not to mix your personal
problems with others.
im trying to be general here.
no pin-pointing at all.
its time to sit down and think
what have we done all this while.
the way we talk, the way we react,
the way we joke, the way we do
things and any other ways.
all those things that we have done.
just sit down and think and
hopefully we realise our
mistakes even its a small
lil one.
i myself know that ive talked rudely
to others before, i joked too harsh
that people cant take it, i reacted so
badly that people just hate it and i even
hurt that one's feelings without
even realising it. i know at times
my lil actions as well as my lil
words do hurt others.
so for now, im taking this time
to actually apologise to all those
ive hurt before.
i dont mean it in any way.
im so sorry.
im just being soo emotional
right now, at this stupid hour.
i am not feeling so well.
having bad sorethroat.
bad running nose.
bad headache.
bad fever.
and feeling so badly sick!
honeyy,
i think its time to go for
a getaway again. lets plan something.
we need to take a break somewhere.
just have a fresh air and just enjoy ourselves.
shall we?
hopefully things will be fine
between all my loved ones.
:(