♥ @ Saturday, July 18, 2009 ♥
finally im online to post a lil update
about this busy life of mine.
as per normal, been too busy working.
working too real hard.
working hard for the future, my future
and maybe, our future. :)
i just wanna ensure that i have
enough savings.
savings that can keep me going.
savings that i can depend on.
and when my kids say, "Mummy, i want this..",
i would get it for them.
i wouldnt mind spending on them.
and i wouldnt wanna say,
"Wait for mummy's pay and i'll get it for you."
i would love to see them smiling away.
ok, stop it. im being too fast forward now.
haha.
ok, ive got soo many things to settle
this coming months.
ive got insurance to pay up.
since im having a stable pay,
guess i already need to be independent,
no longer depend on my mom.
need to pay bike installment on my own.
and then at the same time, i have to fork
out my very own hard earned money
for my daily expenses.
gosh.
but i know, i will survive! :)
and by the way,
i took public to work today.
something wrong with my bike yesterday,
so i just wanna play safe, i wouldnt want
to get stuck somewhere before i even
reach work place.
i took an express straight bus from
home but THANKS LAH, it doesnt make
any difference with the normal, cheaper rate
bus ride.
morning bus ride was so irritating.
the bus driver drove like he never drive before!
terrible braking technique.
ugh!
and then later on, back from work,
i got much more irritated.
with idiots pushing people around just
to get into the bus. with uncivilised people
squeezing their way through standing passengers
on crowded bus.
you can simply see different attitude of people.
i would rather ride through bad traffic rather than
being squeezed and being pushed around!
i truly hate taking public!
but i know, i cant run from it.
no matter what, i still need it especially
when it comes to rainy days and when my bike
giving me problems.
my 20th coming.
but nevertheless, its just a normal
day when i was born years ago and
i dont ask much on that day. im just a year
older and that makes me a lil bit more mature! :)
im typing too long already.
i gotta end this real soon.
i need my rest~
goodnight everyone.
I dont ask much in life.
