finally im updating my blog after for so long.
ohh god.
ive been too busy with work and life i guess.
too many things to update, now leaving me so
blank on where to start.
ok ok..
recently, a friend of mine nudged me in msn.
its been quite some time since i last
heard about her. we were from the same primary school,
we were best friends back then. we went into
the same secondary school, our friendship
gets even stronger although we didnt
attend same class. but we were in the same
netball team. we know each other for almost
13 years now.
yes, its been more than a decade.
but, it seems like we have been too busy
with our lives that we tend to forget one another.
she nudged and we asked about each other's life.
after a while, she sent me this:
"u know,i always wonder how we kinda drift apart after
sec sch days.i mean its kinda sad cos we were so close in the past."
"u knw, i've always have this idea about friendship
and thinkg back kan, like terkilan .
Of all the gd times,i didnt get to share it with my bestfriend.."
when i read it all, i was lost for words.
i didnt know what to say.
i know her too well. and she is a person
who seldom open up to others. but when she does that,
something is not right.
yes babe, i know that ive been too busy with
my own life. ive been too busy that ive
neglected my friends in a way or two.
im blank. im lost for words.
insyaallah, God's willing, we will
plan for a meet up soon.
for now, u take good care of yourself.
nevertheless, im a phone call away. :)
i dont know why, im getting emotional now.
i was watching this touching show when i
decided to put it to a pause to update my life stories.
ok ok, im addicted to watching Anugerah Shows in
youtube again and again. especially when Sarah Aqilah
performs. even honeyy said that im a stalker.
oh no no, i just love watching and listening to
her voice. yes, i fall in love with her voice~
she has a superb voice. her x factor will
bring her far and will make Singaporeans proud.
once again, Congrats to u, Sarah Aqilah for
being the champion. and Good Luck in everything you
do. we will always be here, supporting u. :)
ok next, ive got myself a new phone. i know im crazy.
previously i got myself a Samsung Preston which i
used it for like less than 2 weeks before i sold it off
to get myself a Nokia 5800. im loving the phone and its
features too much. all i need is a wireless lan,
then i can go surviving without my laptop! hahah.
without realising, im missing everyone.
dont ask me why.
getting too emotional already.
like someone told me, i must know how
to control my emotions.
i can cry even watching tv shows.
maybe im just born this way.
ive tried so hard to control it all,
but i just cant do it.
maybe i will just try harder. :)
less than a week, comes Ramadhan,
fasting month for the Muslims.
fasting means that we cant eat nor drink
nor doing anything that is not appropriate
in His eyes from dawn to dusk.
its a month of sacrificing and appreciating
what God has given to us as well.
in a way, we are doing it to make ourself
realise how lucky we are..
and during this month, we are supposed to
do good deeds, as the rewards are much more greater.
and ive taken end of this month to go for a holiday
to shop and relax myself. plan is still pending.
either taking a coach to Hatyai or riding up to
Genting Highlands.
and ive yet to inform my boss about my leave.
must do it by tomorrow.
lastly.
congrats to you, baby~
finally uve got the assurance.
i know you gonna make it this far.
saluting u, Mr Policeman!
hee.
and yes, engagement will be here soon.
and then comes our wedding plan.
phew.
i can imagine u wearing your white
uniform with rank, and im in white tube
dress with bouquet of red roses in my hands,
walking hand in hand on the red carpet with you.
goshh.
i really cant wait for that.
insyaallah. :)
ok, its late now.
i will upload pics to my multiply
and some to my upcoming entry!
i will be back soon.
goodnight and sweet dreams everyone.
i love you all!
I dont ask much in life.
