♥ @ Tuesday, September 08, 2009 ♥
life is indeed not the same.
today is the first day.
the day when he was called up
to serve the nation as a regular policeman.
its not as easy for me, as ive
never been too far away from him.
nevertheless, i will learn how
to be more independent. i used to have him
to help me out with almost everything.
now, its time to do things on my own.
i cant keep asking him to decide for me
(like how he always did) now that he is
busy with his work.
well, this is just the start. and i must always
bear in mind that he is far, not
because he wanted it that way. but he needs to
earn that sum of money in order to
support me and the kids in future.
at times, i do feel the loneliness and emptyness.
and when that happens, without realising,
tears will be rolling down.
but im sure i will overcome this.
thanks to friends who actually called and
sms-ed me, asking how am i doing.
im doing great. it takes time for me to adapt to
this but im sure i will make it. :)
thanks for the concern.
love y'all~
ok, before tears roll down again,
i guess i better stop this entry.
must learn how to control this
emotions of mine.
baby,
dont u ever worry about me..
im old enough to take good care of myself.
dont worry too much.
friends are around and im well taken care of.
so dont worry.
im fine, i will get used to this very soon.
its a step ahead.
i do believe, this is the start of an easy life together.
i love you and i miss you.
and im looking forward to friday.
take good care of yourself.
just eat what they serve you.
you will get used to it, dont let yourself go hungry.
for now, good night.
loveyou.
fridays, please come quickly and not go away.
I dont ask much in life.
