♥ @ Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ♥
committing suicide is not the way to end one's life.
in fact, when things didnt happen the way you want it
to be, you will just end up troubling your parents and others.
every problem has its solution.
running away from problems is running into it.
and in the end, you will feel bad yourself.
when you have a problem, try looking out for someone
who can be there to lend you his/her ears.
and if you really feel like no one can be there,
go out on your own to a relaxing place and cool yourself down.
be on your own, cry as much as you can and MAYBE
just scream as loud as you want.
but try not to do that in crowded places,
cos ended up you have all eyes over you.
unless if you dont mind.
somehow it will make you feel better.
ok, this is just a random one. haha.
now about myself.
the start has been a great one for me.
superb~
im sure more pretty and good things gonna come.
its just a matter of time.
talking things openly with my parents went so smoothly.
very supportive and very understanding.
i love~
i cant elaborate more for now.
just wait for the news ok.
it wont be so shocking afterall. :)
work has always been tiring.
piles of piles of work on my desk is hard to get rid of.
its never easy coping everything on my own.
but ive got no other choice.
for now, i think i will just stay put in this line.
i really need to save money badly for now.
maybe one fine day when i get a better offer,
i will take my leave.
but for now, i will just have to stay.
baby,
your training will come to an end soon.
after that, it will be a reality one.
i wish you good luck and all the best.
im sure you will make it through!
you will always have my support.
and ive been missing you so badly.
see you real soon.
loved ones,
im missing every single one of you too.
lets plan for an outing or meetup soon ya.
for now,
good night everyone~ :)
I dont ask much in life.
