♥ @ Monday, June 21, 2010 ♥
Susila Ahmad grows up with canings, punishments and curfews.
But not once i regret it cos thats what makes me today. I love you papa! ♥
Happy Father's Day to all fathers!
papa used to be a very strict father.
especially when it comes to discpline.
a simple careless mistake can make me stay up
even till wee hours, till i get it all right especially my maths.
i remembered how he placed the cane and his belt right next to him,
when going through my homework with me.
not forgetting, the day he beat me up so badly just because
i brought home a friend's cute pencil.
and when i didnt come home on time, he locked me out of the house.
and when my handphone bills got increased, he reduced my school pocket money
and also terminated my line.
and when my marks got a point away from his expectations,
he made a big fuss out of it.
and when i wanted to buy those barbie dolls or toys,
i need to show him my superb results.
i hate being controlled.
i hate not being able to go out with friends till late.
i hate not being able to watch tv after certain timing.
i hate to stay up late and hear all his scoldings.
i hate being caned.
i hate every rule he set.
that was in the past.
but now, im glad.
im glad that he taught me that way.
im glad that he was strict in disciplining me.
im glad that he set high expectations for every subject that i take.
not even once i regret it.
cos of all that, i am here i am today.
i known ive not been telling you this,
but i truly love you papa. ♥
and of cos, mama too! ♥
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezki. Amin.
I dont ask much in life.
