♥ @ Friday, October 07, 2011 ♥
Hello October!
Time is passing by too fast.
It's October already.
Two more months to 2012.
And four more months to the big day.
How i wish at times we could turn back time.
But at times, i dont wish to.
Nevertheless, the past makes us stronger today.
We learned through mistakes.
I am a happier and stronger WOMAN now.
Woman sounds old.
But it makes me feel matured.
Preparation has been tough.
But quite smooth.
Deco for our big day has been selected.
It shall be a secret for now.
I believe the colors would be grand enough. ;)
So right now, im left with pre-marriage course,
door gifts selection, booking of venue, invitation
cards and lastly, fitting.
Afterwhich is to wait patiently.
And right now, crucial time to get myself slim down!
Please tell me the fastest and cheapest way
besides running. Any recommendation for pills?
Im desperate. Really.
But beloved mama and sister disapproved of that.
Let's just drop the idea of taking pills and
continue running.
Who wouldn't wanna look great in their wedding dress?
One more thing that i need to prepare myself for.
Emotions.
Everyone knows how emotional i can get everytime.
I can cry even when watching sad dramas on TV.
I can have teary eyes attending to people's weddings.
I get emotional easily.
I need to really control these emotions.
Im just afraid that i cant stop
shedding tears on my big day
and spoil my make up.
My bridesmaids and make up artist
better standby boxes of tissue!
For the mean time, il try look up in the net
on how to control one's emotions on big day.
Ok its already going 5.30am now.
Let's just force myself to sleep.
Have to wake up for work later.
Endless paperwork!!
Whatever it is,
TGIF!!
I'll come back for more entries! ;)
I dont ask much in life.
